About ten years ago, I wrote an article called
“Everything I Know about Worship Leading I Learned from an Irish Rock Star,” in
which I reflected on Bono as the model for modern-day worship leaders. View all notes Because
of my background in large Evangelical churches (Mars Hill Bible Church in Grand
Rapids, Michigan, and Willow Creek Community Church in Chicago, Illinois), I
lauded his ability to harness the energy of a stadium upward, affirmed his
understand of the nature of praise, and was inspired by his relentless call to
action on behalf of the poor. These were three characteristics of the kind of
community we were trying to become, and U2 offered the ultimate example of
worship in this kind of church.
But
after seeing U2 last summer in Chicago, I no longer agree with what I wrote. .
.
As I marveled at Bono’s ability to create such an epic
worship experience, it occurred to me that this anthemic, euphoric, and
cathartic euphoria is the perfect model for a traveling rock show but may be a
potentially unhelpful model for weekly worship. And yet so many worship
leaders––myself included––have been trying to emulate this mountaintop
experience every Sunday morning for years, asking, “Did people lift their hands
in the air? Did they sing loudly? Did they have a deeply authentic emotional
experience?” These questions, learned from traveling rock stars, have come to
define much of the current Christian worship culture.
Disney
World is a wonderful place to visit but would be a strange place to live. An
extravagant twelve-course meal is great for an anniversary celebration, but
impossible to replicate every night. In the same way, I am becoming convinced
that a rock concert worship event is wonderful in small doses but dangerous
when it becomes normative.
Mountaintop
experiences are not the entirety of the Christian life. And if our worship
experience communicates that this is what everyone should be feeling all the
time, we do a huge disservice to people who are currently in the valley or will
be in the valley––which is everyone. There is a reason the Psalms include
celebration, lament, anger, joy, dancing, and doubt. In fact, while over 30
percent of the Psalms are lament, looking at the top 100 contemporary (or
“modern”) worship songs, you see that almost none are lament. As a result, our
faith can get lopsided, and we do not always know how to engage the pain and
heartbreak of life if we have only chosen the top songs or failed to use a
range of Psalms.
Thankfully
God does not just live on the mountaintop. . . God does not always fix the issue but does
something infinitely more profound: God weeps with us, inviting us to join the
work of healing.
But
to become aware of this, we cannot always be shouting from the triumphant peak.
And a gracious, holistic church will offer its community wise practices, clear
teaching, and safe spaces to learn how to embrace God in every emotional space
from the summit to the valley.
Aaron Niequist is a worship leader, songwriter, and pastor. Currently, he curates a
discipleship-focused, formational, ecumenical, practice-based community called
“The Practice” at Willow Creek Community Church in South Barrington, Illinois.